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Monday, 07 April 2003

I remember telling someone how I could see through people.
Well, for the rest of the world, here's something to help you see through people.
Uh-huh. So good luck with that!! ^.^

If your name begins with..

A >> You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. You often don't get hints & you never pass any. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate, as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. You tend to be very selfish, & not very emotional. You and your needs matter most. Others & their feelings come second. Your choices aren't very good & can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied & egoistic.

B >> You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your expression of endearments, particular when it comes to love. You will hold off until everything meets your approval. You can control your appetite & feelings. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment.

C >>You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good-looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sensual, needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to hold out on affection until you receive this. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.

D >>Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvements, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp & talented; often with a sense of humor. When people bother to look deep inside they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your temper fast.

E >>Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person much be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion. You hate disharmony and disruption, but you enjoy a good argument once in a while - it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important. But once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. You will fall asleep with a good book (sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book to a lover).

F >>You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensous and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favorite fantasy pastime. You can be a very generous lover.

G >>You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is your intellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active-never tiring out. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to people.

H >>You seek a mate who can enhance your zest for life, fun & everything you seek for. You will be very generous to your lover once you have attained a commitment. You are very affectionate and very strong. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be very careful with your every move and equally cautious in your involvements often as you believe that you have to look out for yourself. You are a sensual and patient lover. You will hold off till everything meets your full approval. You are a perfectionist, hard to satisfy and strong in your beliefs. Not easily influenced, you alwasy stand your ground. People can always count on you to stand by them in crisis. You are a dreamer with a passion for life.

I >>You have a great need to be loved, appreciated, and even woshipped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You like necking, spenging hours just touching, feeling, and exploring. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of expression. You bore easily and thus require adventure and change. Your commitments don't last very long & you tend to stray. Loyalty is not one of your strong points. You are more sensual than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful.

J >>You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good (you could have danced all night). You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game. You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long-distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.

K >>You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, you can play any rold or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind natured & sweet, which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

L >>You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a worthy partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your expression of love and are willing to take chances. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated.

M >>You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are not holds barred. You are all-consuming and need someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.

N >>You may appear innocent, unassuming, and shy; but we know that appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love. You can be highly critical of your mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what. You never give in. You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment.

O >>You are very interesting in fun activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel mush of your energy into making money and/or seeking war. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate lover, requiring the same qualities from your mate. Love is serious business; thus you demand intensity, diversity, and are willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check.

P >>You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of doing anything that might harm your image or reputation. Appearances count. Therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy... a good fight stimulates those vibes. You are relatively free of hang-ups. You are willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things. You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of physical gratification.

Q >>You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you. You are an unenthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people because of their ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts & flowers, and lots of conversation to turn you on and keep you going.

R >>You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is very important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner. You are privately very sexy, but you do not show this outwardly. If your new lover is not all that great in games, you are willing to serve as a teacher. It is important because you can be a very demanding playmate.

S >>For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and are capable of much sensuality. But you never lose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment, you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish, often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet. You like being the center of attention. You are very caring, sensitive, private & at times very passive. Turned on by soft lights and romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind natured & sweet, which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

T >>You are very sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. You like someone who takes the lead. You get turned on by music, softlights & romantic thoughts. You fantasize & tend to fall in & out of love quickly. When in love you are romantic, idealistic, & mushy. You enjoy having your senses & your feelings stimulated, titillated & teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, all in your own head. Once you put your mind to something, you manage to stand by it and see your dreams through. You aren't very good at expressing your feelings. You like things your own way. You do not like change but rater, you like to hold onto things. This may not always be good because if given an opportunity, things can develop into great things. You work your way to the top. Attention must be given to what others say because even though you don't want to hear it, their advice may turn out to save your life.

U >>You are enthusiastic and at your happiest when in love, when not in love, you are in love with love and always looking for someone to adore. You see romance as a challenge. You are a roamer and need adventure, excitement, and freedom. You enjoy giving gifts and looking good. You are willing to put the feelings of others above your own.

V >>You are individualistic and need freedom, space, and excitement. You wait till you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching her/him out. You feel a need to get into his/her head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. You believe that age is no barrier. You are good at responding to danger, fear, and suspense.

W >>You are very proud, determined & refuses to take no for an answer when it come to love. Your ego is at stake all the time. You are romantic, idealistic, & often in love w/ love itself, not seeing your partner for who she or he really is. You feel deeply about love & tends to throw all of yourself into a relationship. Nothing is too good for your lover. You like playing love games.

X >>You need constant stimulation because you get bored quickly. You can handle more than one relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut off your mind. You can easily do two things at once. You are very talented.

Y >>You are sensual & very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forget the whole thing. You want to control your relationships, which doesn't usually work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation. However, if you can make money you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.

Z >>You are very romantic but somehow feel that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate and attracting people who have unusual troubles. You see yourself as a lover's savior

Tuesday, 25 March 2003

*name: Amanda
*birthplace: Beijing, China
*home now: Rochester Hills, MI
*height: 5¡¯6¡¯¡¯
*siblings: one bro
*pets: no
*eye color: brown
*hair color: brown [wow this is getting pretty boring]
*best feature: do I have a best feature, lol
*first crush: long time ago
*boyfriend/girlfriend now: single -_-
*crush: .... .....
*color of your room: WHITE WHITE WHITE
*hobbies: screaming
*what were u doing 15 mins ago: talking to lynn on da phone
*what are u wearing now: PJs
*u smoke: no
*u drink: yeah
*u shy or outgoing: depends who you are
*havin fun this summer: YEAH!! im going to stay in Michigan , how fun is that?!
*what do you want from a partner?: his love and his car
*feature you notice first: CLOTHES! biggest turn on
*looks/personality: normal looking and twisted personality
*piercings: none
*tan or fair: fair
*would you ever date a friend: aren't you suppose to start out as friends?!
*punk or prep: prep
*age difference limit: 3
*smart/dumb: smart
*funny/serious: serious

m o r e a b o u t m e

*cuddle or make out: cuddle
*chocolate milk, or hot chocolate: chocolate milk!!
*mcdonalds or burger king?: mcdonalds
*coke or pepsi: PEPSI
*would you wanna marry your best friend, or the perfect lover: perfect lover
*tea/coffee/cappuccino: cappuccino
*cats or dogs: I hate all of them
*milk, dark, or white chocolate? : milk. the others are gross
*sunny or rainy: rainy
*winter, summer, fall, or spring: fall
*vanilla or chocolate: vanilla
*biking or blading: bike
*cereal or toast: cereal
*do ya like rock, punk, rap, r and b, alternative, techno, pop..etc: chinese, pop, rap
*bunk or water bed: who the hell cares? As long as I can sleep

* do u have a LIKER? Hahaha, I think I¡¯ll skip this one
*what is their name? fuck you
*what is favorite thing to do with that special sumone: i dont have a ¡°special someone¡±
*what is the best present u've gotten from sumone?: a MD player
*ever been in love?.....

*Friends that you look like: JUNG, we look like twins

*Who you go to for advice the most: friends

*skinniest: Lynn

*loudest: Tiffany

*craziest: Shuang

*smartest: dunno

*best looking:ME! No, its you
*nicest: once again, i'll have to admit its me
*changed your life the most: no one changed my life

faves :

*color: black, white & blue

*movie: hero

*subject: lunch

*ocean or pool: pool

*love or lust: love

*laugh or cry: laugh

*silver or gold: SILVER

*diamonds or pearls: diamonds

*sunset or sunrise: doesn't make any difference to me

*shower or bath: shower

*food: bisco sticks and cherry pepsi

*snack: I luv all of them

*board game: monopoly

*all time song: Edison Chen-I never told u

*current song: IN DA CLUB by 50 cent

*holiday: my b-day

*movie star: Edison Chen

*magazine: YES!

*drink: PEPSI

*brand of sneaker: NIKE

*fruit: mango

*juice: not sure

d o y o u ...? :

*do u like school: skool is cool

*do u like to talk on the phone: who doesn't?

*do u have ur own phone line: no

l a s t t i m e y o u ...

*showered: just before

*went running: last year?

*work out: thank u very much

*dance like a freaking idiot: when I was 4

*went to a movie: last month

*talk on the phone: 15 min before

*wish you were somebody else: nope, I luv myself

*were depressed: NOW

r a n d o m :
*where would u luv to travel to: HongKong

*whats middle name? dont have one

hair color natural? No

*do u have a cell phone? No, this is getting so annoying

*whats your online screen name: cocoa go away420

*what do u want to do with your life?: become super rich

*last time u went bowling: three years ago

*are u any good at bowling: of course¡ NOT

*do u have a credit card: yeah, i mean im only 15

*do u consider urself a "nice" person: what kind of DUMB question is this??!! its pretty obvious im nice..

*brand shampoo: Herbal Essences

*are u stressed out?: YES

*do u believe in angels?: no

*what was or is your first car?: silver camaro, yeah baby! (I hope)

*what are u driving now?: MY LEGS

*u help pay for it?: its PAID

*do u think your spoiled?: I don't think so

*ever been skydiving? No

*number of piercing: 0

Wednesday, 05 March 2003

>1) full name- Amanda Wang

>2) nick names- Manda

>3) height- 5'6''

>4) eye color- brown

>5) kept a secret- yeah

>6) imaginary friend- hell no

>7) cried during a flick(and ashley no not a "flick-off")- ......wut?

>8) liked a teacher-.....never

>9) like a cartoon- no

>10)prank called someone- lol....yeah

>11) been on stage- yea

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>~~~~~*FAVORITES*~~~~~

>12) shampoo(brand and flavors)-Herbal Essences

>13) colors- blue, black

>14) day or night- night

>15) music- rap, hip hop, pop

>16) current bf- working on it

>17) first crush- don't remember

>18) current crush- um... lol, i don't have to say it, everybody knows.

>19) where do u go 4 advice- friends

>20) most scarstic- ...

>21) fav song- a lot

>22) fav movie(s)- a lot

>

>****have u eva****

>23) hugged a boy-yeah

>24) laughed till u cried- yeah

>25) seen a sunset- yeah

>26) gone 2 a beach @ night-yeah

>

>``````````do u believe in```````````

>27) god- ...

>28) heaven- ...

>29) life after death- yep

>30) luv @ first sight- hell yeah!

>

>31) who named u- my grandfather

>32) what kind of movie(s) do u like- scary movies

>33) talkin in person or on the phone- depends

>34) what would your son's name be- ...wut the...

>35) what would your daughter's name be- ????

>36) do u think cheerleading is a sport- no

>37) what scares u the most- people

>38) what makes u happy- people

Wednesday, 19 February 2003

you know what? the world can kiss my ass. i'm sick of this. all of this. you wanna know how i really feel? betrayed. that's exactly how i feel. lie after lie, secret after secret. that's it. sneaky people i'm around. don't talk to me and pretend to be my friend. enough. it's all over. no love. no lies. no secrets. no problems. no more b*tch. get OUT of my life. PLEASE